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1. Lust is an intense desire for money, food, fame, power, or sex.
- Up until recently, I have really had a desire to be the head of whatever I was doing. I always wanted to be in some top level position and be able to call shots with things. I have never really been that good at though because I still had others to answer to.
- I have always wanted to do something that would make remembered even after I die. I have focused so much energy into trying to be famous and even started to succeed. Things went wrong and I failed.
- Money is not just a need for me. I have always had a very exquisite taste in lifestyles, clothing, furniture, houses, etc. I have always had an inner desire to live rich and have so many nice things. I would take a nice house over a nice car but do desire many of both.
- Sex is a very deep lust of mine and if I can't be rich, this is the one thing I always hope to have. I constantly find myself back to porn all the time, even when I had mates. Honestly, if I could have sex all the time, I would.
2. Gluttony is over-consumption (indulgence) of things until it becomes waste.
I try to be the one that doesn't waste and yet I always find myself back to doing it. I am not just talking throwing good things away or not reusing things. I do over eat and it is mostly snacks. If I had the money to buy good food all the time, you bet your ass I would. I am the all you can eat buffet type. I am more of a over consumer than just a throw it away type.
3. Greed is a very excessive desire and pursuit of money and material possessions.
Though I would give the shirt off of my back to someone I know in need, I would miss that shirt and want it back. Greed is what led me to doing a lot of the crimes I have done in my past.
4. Sloth is being lazy, not just physically like most think but also spiritually.
Spiritually, I have grown to extremely lazy. I am lost and don't really know what is right for me in this department so I just avoid it. Physically, I have grown lazy over the years. Even if I could fix my problems, I enjoy being lazy now that I know what it is like to not be running around like a chicken with my head cut off, just to lose everything anyway.
5. Wrath is rage and anger that makes a person do violent things of all kinds.
I have always had a temper and been full of rage. I don't really want to get into the details but I have gotten into loads of trouble with my anger. I even lost jobs because of my anger. To be honest, I am pissed off at the world and myself for the fact that I am a nobody and nothing to show for my life. This boils the rage more and more and will always keep me hot tempered.
6. Envy is jealousy and the desire to have what someone else has or be them.
I am so envious of so many people that it is crazy. It isn't just because I have nothing now. Even when I had things going somewhat okay for me, I still had this burning desire to in other people's shoes and have what they have.
7. Pride is the feeling of being better than others and over admiring oneself.
In many ways, I do feel myself to be better than others. I have also found myself in many occasions playing the "one upper". I am very conceited about many things and am not afraid to over emphasize when I am right about something.
I am guilt of all 7 seven deadly sins. Quite frankly, I enjoy them. I do not like the cosmic consequences that I seem to be stuck with. I have found that everyone is guilt of these sins on some level no matter what we do. No one can fight them. How do you fight the desires we are born with? In modern society, we are surrounded by more and more ways to be guilty of these sins and everyone enjoys them.
3. Greed is a very excessive desire and pursuit of money and material possessions.Though I would give the shirt off of my back to someone I know in need, I would miss that shirt and want it back. Greed is what led me to doing a lot of the crimes I have done in my past.
4. Sloth is being lazy, not just physically like most think but also spiritually.Spiritually, I have grown to extremely lazy. I am lost and don't really know what is right for me in this department so I just avoid it. Physically, I have grown lazy over the years. Even if I could fix my problems, I enjoy being lazy now that I know what it is like to not be running around like a chicken with my head cut off, just to lose everything anyway.
5. Wrath is rage and anger that makes a person do violent things of all kinds.I have always had a temper and been full of rage. I don't really want to get into the details but I have gotten into loads of trouble with my anger. I even lost jobs because of my anger. To be honest, I am pissed off at the world and myself for the fact that I am a nobody and nothing to show for my life. This boils the rage more and more and will always keep me hot tempered.
6. Envy is jealousy and the desire to have what someone else has or be them.
I am so envious of so many people that it is crazy. It isn't just because I have nothing now. Even when I had things going somewhat okay for me, I still had this burning desire to in other people's shoes and have what they have.
7. Pride is the feeling of being better than others and over admiring oneself.
In many ways, I do feel myself to be better than others. I have also found myself in many occasions playing the "one upper". I am very conceited about many things and am not afraid to over emphasize when I am right about something.
I am guilt of all 7 seven deadly sins. Quite frankly, I enjoy them. I do not like the cosmic consequences that I seem to be stuck with. I have found that everyone is guilt of these sins on some level no matter what we do. No one can fight them. How do you fight the desires we are born with? In modern society, we are surrounded by more and more ways to be guilty of these sins and everyone enjoys them.
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